This past weekend! oct. 30-31 2010

It was fun! worked, partied, meet up with this one guy then realized that it was not gonna work out. Because 1. he's 19 and I'm 25. Now some of you might think that that not too much of an age difference, but it is. I've always been sort mature for my age, and he's very 19 to say the least. 2. the things we have in common are few, but it the things that we don't have in common are what attracted me to him in the first place. but it seems to him that we can only the things that we both like together,when I'm will to try whatever he's doing out. 3. this is based solely on a physical level but he's 5'3 and I'm 6''5. it was interesting to say the least. dancing proved to be difficult as with today's bump n' grid style of dance looked quite odd. like a great Dane trying to mount a English bulldog. 4. he's very young looking for a 19 year old, you add in he's height and he looks 15 to 16 years old making me feel like a pedo. If anything I hope we become friends.

I gotta get goin',,,,

I've had this blog page for so long but I've never done anything w/ it, till now. I guess it's because I've never been sure of what I wanted to write about. So I'm gonna write about everything!

As I write this, it's 3:53 in the morning. I've had too much tea and wish I had someone to sleep w/. I am 25 year old(soon to be 26, come this February),I live in Long beach,C.A., I am currently employed(but the days I work are so few and far from each other that I might as well be unemployed), I am gay, I am a bear, I am tired of waiting for my life to start. It's been stalled for so long, I'm not sure if can get it to turn over, but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna try.

It is now4:07, my eyes are starting to droop, and a sense of calm has come over me. I guess this is where I'll end today's blog.